
I'm just going to let out my secret to the world: I have to lose some inches before I take the plunge (literally.) I went to buy a swimsuit today with Juan and left with nothing but a heavy, heavy heart. Do you think it was the store's fault? No. Stac has officially let herself get... *sniff*... FLUFFY! The drive home was miserable, more for Juan than for me. While I complained about hating to workout, wishing I could get liposuction, and praying for a new diet pill that would melt the inches away in seconds, he suggested the idea of setting a goal. (Don't get me wrong, Juan has been nothing but encouraging about my "current state-of-being", but there's no seeing past the cold, hard truth for me.) So, knowing he was behind me the whole way, I set a goal to work out every weekday, eat according to the Food Pyramid, and maintain an earlier bedtime/wake-up routine. Now, this would be easy to botch up if it were not for the "Loser Clause"; I decided I needed something totally embarrassing to look forward to if I didn't keep up on my goal. So here are the consequences: I will have to put my hair up in a side-ponytail, wear high-tops, and go jogging along West Chester Pike (a busy street near our house,) --in spandex. Juan said that was a little harsh (and the more I think about it, it would be more of a punishment to the drivers who had to see it, and that's not fair.) So the real consequence is that when we visit Utah (and hopefully Las Vegas) in August, we are going swimming and I have to get in the pool. No if's, and's or butt's about it (no, that was not a typo.) To further cement my conviction in completing my goal, I have posted this to the world and in doing so, I will have tripled or quadrupled my embarrassment if I don't accomplish it.
*deep breath*







